Gain access to Microsoft template list power automate flow

I created a Microsoft List from one of Microsoft’s templates. It has some automation in it for approvals. I want to edit the flow but I can’t find it. I’ve checked “my flows” tab  and also check “solutions” tab, check my default environment.  I still can’t find it. I need to edit some of the functionality on the list. I would really appreciate it if someone could help me locate it the flow or show me how to gain access to it. I was told it was under a "special list" but i can't seem to find it. I have a bunch of approvals i can't gain access to.